...and I swear man, the hooker gave the money back!
But anyway, I just got off work, and have to be back in 7 hours. Tax season has come and gone. I've handled everything I need to handle, and now it's time to get back to life as normal. This means getting back on my photography game. This year, I'm really gonna try and push myself further. That means finding new models, new locations, new techniques. I'm hoping I make some progress this year.
Somewhat related to that note, I made a mistake last year. A mistake I'm still paying for. I left myself open to emotion and got caught up in a web of trouble. Granted, things are better now, even though I lost a friend in the process. It's better off for her, I suppose, but I need to be more on guard. I can't go falling for every female that talks to me. Attachment comes easy to someone that's easily rejected by most females.
But yeah. Moving ahead, I'll TRY to be more professional and less emotional. That'll be easier looking back and realizing the trouble I went through the last time and not wanting to go through it again. Even now, if that girl were to come back into my life, I'd probably treat her like someone I just met and start over. "People change, memories don't". Memories behind me, the future ahead. That's all I can focus on.
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